Free Time

So, here's the thing...long day, 3 to 4 glasses of wine later, I'm asking myself another question, why am I wasting time? and is it wrong to waste this time? Is it really wasting time if you just need one night where you don't have anyone's needs to fill and you can just sit, drink wine while discovering new things on the web, and watch a Disney TV show about a girl growing up and you end up balling your eyes out because you just can't help but empathize with the challenges she's facing?? I know...I'm a little far out tonight, but it's true! Some times it's not wasting time to spend time on yourself. To allow yourself the freedom to just be you. To go with the flow. To do whatever your heart desires at the moment. Buy those temporary tattoos that you've been looking at...it's only 10 bucks! Be a little adventurous! It's not like you're diving head first off of the San Francisco bridge...not that I would ever recommend that! I got a night to myself, with no plans, I have laundry to do and bills to budget for....but wine and a discount Disney TV show are my companions tonight. I've decided that's ok...no guilt! Sometimes, you just need to live outside yourself for a little bit so that when you go back to reality you can really be there. Tomorrow I will be where I need to be because tonight I took the time to let myself live guilt-free :-)