Friendship is such a twisted thing, It works really great when only one of you is down, but when you're both extremely moody and overwhelmed... it s a disaster waiting to happen. I Knew there was risk involved, sacrifice even. I prepared myself for it mentally, prepared myself that despite how hard I tried it would some day end badly. I tried to be the right person for you as you walked through picking up the pieces in your life, I tried to put you first, I tried to be wise and not pushy when I observed changes needing to be made in your life. I tried to be my best self for you...but I Know I couldn't Keep that facade up forever. Eventually, everyone finds out how Cold and heartless I can be when I've reached my capacity. So for that I am truly sorry. It's a part of myself I can't seem to shake. I try to be a good friend, but I'm not. I always fail everyone in some way. I've failed you. I've hurt you. I've taken my anger out on you. For all these things I'm deeply sorry, Forgive me. Despite myself it's just who I am... a failure at being a friend.
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