I am not doing well...
There really are no words for how much my heart is breaking and how little hope I have that I'll ever be happy again.
I've destroyed everything. This brokenness can never be fixed. I finally made a mistake big enough that even I can't fix it with my persistence. Accepting that fact and the reality of it's consequences is tearing me up inside.
I wish I could still tell you I would do it all over again but all I feel is pain and hurt and rejection and sadness for everything that's happened in the last couple months. I was a fool... And now I'm paying for it.
I'm losing everything.
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