I don't do alone very well...
I've discovered that I'm very good at distraction and keeping busy. All the relationships and events... They're just time fillers.
I still don't know what to do with my life. Which direction to go.
I cry every time I leave home. I miss Clint. I miss our life together. I miss my babies.
But those are just emotions. Just because I have those feelings doesn't mean it's right to stay together or that it makes practical sense in the long run.
These are the big questions I eventually need to find solid answers to.
Right now I just hurt. I cry. I fill my time with healthy things and people. I try to make good choices.
Honestly...I just feel very, very alone.
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