Wrecked

I'm wrecked, ruined, broken, destroyed by your love. 

The amount of tears I've cried for you could fill the ocean. 

You were my person, my confidante, my best friend.

You pulled the rug out from under me and my feet still struggle to stand on their own. 

My heart doesn't beat the same. 

My body is out of sync with itself.

My emotions rise and fall like the waves in the sea.

I wish I could say I was successful at being as strong as you needed me to be. 

You underestimated how powerful my connection to you was.

You don't understand how unusual it is for me to fall this hard and trust that implicitly. 

You left a hole in my heart and my life and everyone around me feels it.

You have no idea the chain of events you've set into motion by leaving.

Falling for you was like breathing air for the first time.

Climbing back up this cliff without you is proving almost impossible. 

I have so much to live for yet the loss of your friendship is choking the life out of me. 

This must be some terrible dream. 

Someone please come wake me up.